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19岁,青春阳光,花样的年华,我有着和同龄人一样的憧憬和企盼,编排着无数个骑着白马的王子嗒嗒地从我身边走过;幻想着某一场轰轰烈烈、惊天动地的恋爱;还有那份踌躇满志的信念。
然而,念想终究只是念想而已。
一种迁延难愈的疾病,像一场滂湃泱漭的暴雨打在我情窦初开、壮志凌去的花骨朵上,还未来得及开放就被无情地打落,残忍、触目惊心,直至渗出惨淡的血!
对着镜子仔细清理自成已脸上残留的梦想,像只倦了的鸟,收起折落的翅翼,匍匐着,把想念压缩,蒋开启的心门关上,再加一把锁。
固执的我把这份痛楚悄悄掩藏,从小我就是父母北京知名癫痫医院治疗效果如何手中的宝,至少我不忍亲眼目睹父母伤心难过的绝望,待我在另一个国度里的时候,我也是看不到凡尘俗事了。
或许我是自私的。
人前,我依然截一副微笑面具,淡定从容。说谋的人络绎不绝,我相亲无数,都以无缘告终,健康的缺失,试问我拿什么去选择爱情,可是母亲很着急,她希望我尘埃落定,于是,有股念头在心里滋生,这次,不管是歪瓜裂枣还是正人君子,我都会把残留的余生托付,其实说托付是奢侈的,不如说是戏谑。
相亲的情节都是千篇一律,唯独这一次我认真地看了这个男主角:白净清秀的面庞、腼腆干净的笑容,只是个子有些遗憾。总的来说还算人模狗样的,我收起温暖的心,为何天堂有路你偏不走,地狱无路偏来投。
疾病的症状和痛苦终是掩饰不住,父母亲还是发现了我的异样,去医院的那天,医生不紧不慢地说这种病比较顽固,易复发,而且还会影响生育,医生许是见多了,习已为常了,可是却像把利剑在我和父母心窝上狠狠地戳了一把,老天为什么这么不公平,本已是血渍斑斑了,为何还要在上面撒一把盐呢?
心苍白而绝望,碎成落英的样子,仿佛看到生命尽头微弱的灯光里自己缱倦的影。
父母坚绝要退掉这门婚事,宁愿终养老女,也不愿别人说三道四。然而没想到男方却不同意退,确切地说是那个瘦弱的男孩不愿意,他是不是脑子糊涂了还是```?我猜度着,可是他健康正常得很,而且理由很简单,就是不让我再一次受伤害,傻傻地顶着难续香火的压力和闲言碎语。他有着男子汉的担当又是那样的真诚,我无地自容,心像初温水泡过,暖暖的!
排除了一切艰苦万难,我们最终还是走进了结婚礼堂,那天,我化了妆,盘了新娘头,穿着礼服,漂亮得让人惊羡。人生最美丽的时时光我不会错过,更不会让余生留下遗憾。
婚后我一直浸泡在满屋子的中药味里,疾病导致的暴燥脾气让我经常发飙,摔东西,撕白癜风吃蜂胶能会有作用吗扯,甚至怒吼,常常把老公抓得伤痕累累,狂风暴雨过后,老公总是温柔体贴地搂着我抽泣瘦弱的身体,吻尽我满脸的晶莹,我总是在他温暖的怀抱里安静地睡去,梦里有个身影追着骂我是个坏女人,我想说我不是,可声音总卡在喉间,那样的苍白无力。
应该说爱是天下最好的良药,在老公精心的照料和药物的治疗下,经过了两年漫长的抗战,我面色渐渐红润,身体也丰满了不少,格格的笑声常常弥漫于房间的角角落落.
三年后我的身体完全康复,先前不孕的担心是多余的,当肤如凝脂、漂亮可人的女儿奇迹般地降临时,给这个家庭带来前所未有的快乐和欢笑,随后,虎头大脑、顽皮可爱的儿了相续落地,更是锦上添花,驱走了所有的阴霾。我们由当初残缺的婚姻变成现在人人羡慕的家庭,似乎来了个华丽的转身。
老公总是用一首歌来抒发内心的波澜壮阔,一首最幸福的人最能表达他的身心,他总是说这首歌是为他量身定做的。每次去K歌都要唱,他有关寒冬时节的锻炼注意从来不用看歌词,每一句歌词,每一个节奏,他都烂记于胸了,我知道他是为我而唱,也是他用心在唱的一首歌,每一次都赢来满场的掌声。
如果说生命是一场倾诉,那么,我希望用一首长长的叙事诗的倾诉,拦截起你我三生的幸福;如果说我是前世欠你的一朵花,那么,就让我绕过千山万水,绕过枝枝蔓蔓,盛放在你的窗前,不离不弃,生生世世!          





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